let's say, maybe i have too much free time. hahahaha.. seharusnya i dont have "THAT" much free time though. there's so much thing that i need to settle, bunch of stuffs that i need to finish, lots of works that i need to do, but yeah, take it slow, semua akan beres pada waktunya ;)
have you ever been in such situation, when you're all alone, and you don't feel like doing anything, end up, you let your brain "fly" somewhere else, remembering all those good stuffs, sometimes bad stuffs, everything seems so clear, it feels like you just had that experience not more than 2hours ago.. pernah?
i've been there, for countless times.
it seems like such a waste of time, indeed. i completely realize kalo that kinda thing, emang such a waste of time. akan lebih jelek hasilnya, kalo yang keinget itu, sesuatu yang emang pada dasarnya ga pingin diinget lagi. but i have no control over it. tiba2 kejadian, it's a natural process. that's what i said. ;p
ada banyak hal yang emang ga pingin dilupain juga. toh gimanapun, kalo kita pernah ngalamin sendiri, agak mustahil kalo kita bener2 bisa lupa sepenuhnya. no matter how hard you ask me to forget lots of things semisal, kalo emang i'm not willing to forget it, ga akan kejadian juga.
ada banyak hal, terlalu banyak mungkin..
hish, i hate this phase..hahaha
when all i can do is watch you leave (loh?)
have a great day, cheers ;)



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