erg, where have you been ?

woo, it's been a year. haha.
how are you? doing great? apparently yea, it seems like you do. and hopefully you really do.
after a quick screening, going through every single post i have posted, and (over)analyze it a little bit, and all that routine, i have this urge to ask myself,

"what has changed in a year?"

not much. i think.

everybody's changing. some changes are good, some changes are not.

i still think of it a little bit too much, and a little bit too often, and yea, i should admit the fact that this is pathetic.

some people called it love, some people called it stupidity.

and i can no longer differentiate between those two. it's hard you know. or no?

i don't know. this is absolutely not my cup of tea though.

but i don't bother to find out.

just cut the crap and face it.

deal with it.

it happens to you, cos you have the capability to at least, take, accept, and hopefully, learn from it.

it's been a year.

and you are still the same "you" that i met a year ago.